Derp?

I guess I treat people better than how they treat me. I seriously don't know how to rephrase that. Lets just say I think of someone as a friend but they don't think the same about me. Am I too annoying or something? Theres some people that I used to be friends with back in Primary, but then we changed classes and then we just didn't really talk to each other anymore, well, almost everyone except Jovin. I used to be really mean to him, then I felt kinda bad, and you know.... and I still try to apologize to him about the past :P

The teachers pretty much screwed everything up for me. Every year I make new friends, but then the majority of the old ones are just like "dumped away" because we don't even talk to each other anymore. I mean, how else can we communicate, theres only recess and lunch. I don't really have best friend"s", because of that reason. Maybe I just shouldn't have a best friend, it'll make life so much easier for me. It hurts more when a best friend says something bad about you, but not if a "friend" does that. *sad face*

Ahem.... if Tony and Jun Ji is reading this then.... ummm.... hi? *smiles awkwardly* and.... balls to you! :D LOL joking